Friday, May 06, 2005

\Reluctance?//

The band had received a gold yesterday,but I'm just not that excited about it.My initial reponse was that of exhuberance by the truth only begun to set in after a while.The fact remains that we have not gotten what we had wanted,nothing can change this forever.I wanted to end my band life on a high note by sadly all I had managed was to hold a long note for the past 3 SYFs.The gold is good,but is it good enough for me?Am I being consigned to a life of mediocrity?

The 4X400 event was a major screw-up and I'm to be blamed for the last place finish.A half-hearted run could only reflect a fraction of what my best could promise.I tried my best to chase back the immense gap between the runners,but I failed yet again.I was handed the task of bridging the gap between the runnners and I did nothing to deliver as promised.Absolutely disgraceful performance to end off a string of 3 major defeats in 2 days.

Maybe I'll just have to get use to losing cos I'm just not good enough.

Sorry guys I'm really pathetic.

I'm Confused|7:15 PM|

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The Confused__________

Name:Eugene
Bdae:30/10/87
School:TPJC

Crazy about________

soccer,running,lemons
clarinet,bowling

Detest_________

betrayals,expectations
stress,hypocrites

Endeavours___

Passing the conditional test(Done)
Entire 04s07 being still there
SYF gold(Done)
Mental Strength
Courage
Perseverence
Exceptional results for A levels
Improve my running stamina
Not being so injury-prone

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