Saturday, April 30, 2005

\A touch of poignance//

Band practice today was really constructive.The volume of improvement was startling to me.Rising above my expectations,and never in my wildest dreams have I thought that we would be ready in time for SYF.The band has finally found its directions and ambitions!This may be the last week that I may ever play a clarinet again,and looking back,one can't easily forget all those fond memories.Moments of pain.Moments of anger.Moments of glory.Somehow I really want to continue playing on,my passion isn't dead after all,it just got stifled by stress along the way.

Time really isn't on my side.There's just so much that I would like to say to you,but the words just seem unable to leave my lips.There are times of frustration and contempt,but nothing can mask my thoughts.Sometimes I just feel so helpless with my ineptitude in voicing my feelings.Its not that I don't want to,but I don't dare to,hindered by my own insecurity.Things would not seem what it appears as,and all will be unravelled.If only you know what's going through my mind.I have no idea whether it is too late for me due to a string of missed chances,or that I should just grasp that slightest glimmer of hope that you extend to me...

I'm Confused|11:53 PM|

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The Confused__________

Name:Eugene
Bdae:30/10/87
School:TPJC

Crazy about________

soccer,running,lemons
clarinet,bowling

Detest_________

betrayals,expectations
stress,hypocrites

Endeavours___

Passing the conditional test(Done)
Entire 04s07 being still there
SYF gold(Done)
Mental Strength
Courage
Perseverence
Exceptional results for A levels
Improve my running stamina
Not being so injury-prone

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