__________Living In A World Of Confusions----------

Saturday, April 30, 2005

\A touch of ambivalence//

The NS medical was rather interesting and surprising to me.Fascinated by the strigent measures taken in the complete body checkup.Maybe an insight into what NS life would be like.The 3rd station was the bloodtest and I actually fainted on the spot after an extraction of a mere 2 vials of blood.Although this was double the amount required of the normal person,but I had to check for anaemia against my free will.Firstly,my muscle was blocking the vein,so it turned out to be a jab of futility.Then they had trouble finding the vein in my next arm,resulting in a further two jabs.Fortunately I only lost consciousness upon the withdrawal of the needle.

At the end of the medical,I discovered that I was allocated a PES A status by which there is a high possiblity of ending up in commandos or the national guards.The elites of the military!Simply unbelievable!Followed by a mixed feeling of excitment and a fear of an incapability of withstanding the grueling and inhumane training expected.A department shunned by most people out of fear.Having second thoughts about this because lots of people are going to be worrying for me constantly if I end up in these units.Haiz...how am I supposed to live up to expectations if I get knocked out by a simple bloodtest.

I'm Confused|12:22 AM|

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