Tuesday, February 08, 2005

\Explosion of emotions//

Just got back from an outing with my class guys.Actually I've wanted to buy some more clothes for CNY cos all my shirts are all extremely dark colours.Darn superstition...I just feel so tired...My mind is in a whirl...

My throat problem is acting up again.I'm rather clueless over why my throat becomes sore everytime I play for band.Maybe its a sign indicating I should just give up clarinet playing for good.There's nothing for me stay on any longer for.My heart lies no longer in band.There's a possibility over a clash of differing ideals,but it all boils down to a burn-out.After so many years I can sense a wave of fatigue overwhelming me,my mind is really exhausted.Forget about SYF if my heart is not in place and my passion lies elsewhere.

Sometimes enough is enough if I'm forcing myself to carry-on something which I have a waning passion for.My heart beckons me to just put everything down and just leave.I'm really really confused now...Please help me god...

I'm Confused|5:57 PM|

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The Confused__________

Name:Eugene
Bdae:30/10/87
School:TPJC

Crazy about________

soccer,running,lemons
clarinet,bowling

Detest_________

betrayals,expectations
stress,hypocrites

Endeavours___

Passing the conditional test(Done)
Entire 04s07 being still there
SYF gold(Done)
Mental Strength
Courage
Perseverence
Exceptional results for A levels
Improve my running stamina
Not being so injury-prone

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