Thursday, January 27, 2005

\Pissed//

This is really total crap...

Nothing went right today.I blundered during this morning's PE by not running to my best.The 800m running was supposed to be easy,but somehow I just stopped running at the 700m mark,I really have to idea what I'm doing.Yuehong said that I have the stamina but I just lack the brains.I really think that its really true cos I am flabbergasted by the way that I just stopped cos I DON'T want to run...

Because I just DON'T GIVE A DAMN anymore!Anybody ever realises that I'm suffering from a heel injury recently.Ok I have to admit that I get rather temperamental and moody when I'm in pain.Band on the day before was terrible.The pain was excruciating throughout the practice but I just sat through the entire event.I know I was late in returning after sectionals but I'm actually having a very bad mood swing cos of the pain.It just seems that all the effort I put into my training is really having a serious toll on myself,I just feel frustrated and impatient all the time.Sometimes I really feel like giving up.I'm suffering from a serious burnout.My threshold level has been breached.

I can't take it anymore.

I'm Confused|4:29 PM|

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The Confused__________

Name:Eugene
Bdae:30/10/87
School:TPJC

Crazy about________

soccer,running,lemons
clarinet,bowling

Detest_________

betrayals,expectations
stress,hypocrites

Endeavours___

Passing the conditional test(Done)
Entire 04s07 being still there
SYF gold(Done)
Mental Strength
Courage
Perseverence
Exceptional results for A levels
Improve my running stamina
Not being so injury-prone

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