__________Living In A World Of Confusions----------

Saturday, January 01, 2005

\A new beginning//

Finally 2005 is here!A new year and a new beginning for me...The year just promises so much and I really gotta grab the opportunities that drift by and not let them slip through my fingers in the past.The previous year is really filled with much tears,pain,confusion and joy.In just a short peroid of a year,I've lost many things which I hold dear to my heart,but at the same time found things that make life wonderful yet again.All this could most probably be attributed to the grace of God for helping me pull through one of the most trying years of my life,helping me get back on my feet when I fall,and sending angels to guide me through my peroid of darkness.(U angels noe who u are...I really appreciate all your help and I just wanna thank u all for everything)

2004 is certainly rather eventful...Both in the bad and good way...

Things to forget:
1)Breaking my hand
2)Disputes with chinese teacher
3)Screwing up my promos and common test
4)The poor showing at the Asian Symphonic band competition
5)The disastrous inter-fac soccer tournament we messed up big-time and I scored a most spectacular own goal(Got teased rather badly after that incident)(Should apologise to the whole fac)
6)A horrible hockey tournament(got eliminated early)
7)Skipping too many lessons

Things to remember:
1)Reignited my passion in clarinet(I nearly quit and give it all up)
2)Angels who are there to help me in my time of need
3)Went back to God
4)The school bowling open(although we didn't win but we did much better than expected)
5)Regained my ability to stay composed when playing soccer(Finally at long last...Erased past painful memories)
6)Deeply moltivated to study really hard and changing my character for the better.
7)(I can't say it...haha)

The past year has really led me to reflect on mistakes made,and change myself for the better.I know my attitude is really terrible at times,but I'll really try to change.2004 I've made many resolutions which I failed to accomplish but I guess I can make up for lost time this year.Let this year be the year of metamorphosis,cos I'm changing everything of myself.My last year hadn't been ideal for me,filled with tears and pain at times,but I won't swop it with anyone else.Cos be it good or bad,I'm loving every moment of it.

I'm really moltivated now.I'll blaze through this year and show the world what I'm really made of.

I'm Confused|3:12 AM|

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