__________Living In A World Of Confusions----------

Saturday, December 11, 2004

\Recollections of a long-forgotten past//

Just started studying for the various tests next year when school finally commence, and amazingly I'm really studying at a snail's pace now, and it would take nothing less than a miracle to complete my revision by end of this year.To be honest, I think bio is really a cinch...How did I ever manage to fail it!Maybe I've been sleeping for a whole year and I've finally woken up from this slumber.Yep!I guess its high time to kick into gear and show the world what I'm really made of.

I feel really guilty when I went back on my word to attend youth service with Joseph,reason being that I had to dedicate my time to my bio.I have to admit that initially people were rather skeptical and apprehensive towards Joseph's change personality-wise and many even feel that his passion for god is nothing more than tepid.Guess only time will reveal one's true colours, but right now I can say that I believe in him and hope that he will let his actions do the talking, winning over the most cynical of critics.

Whenever people tries to persuade me to attend church services, I more often than not exhibit a feeling of reluctance.I think it all boils down to my inability to get over the two things god had done which had left a great dent in my faith.Until then,I'll just have to prepare myself for the day when I may serve god yet again.

I'm Confused|11:31 PM|

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