Wednesday, October 27, 2004

\I'm losing my composure//

Finally...this PW thing is coming to a close.I certainly hope to end this whole load of hardwork with a bang...Disappointing that I couldn't get an EE in any segment whereas somebody actually got an EE for a segment that he actually sucks at...Unbelievable....I guess that sometimes hipocracy can really be useful...But I certainly won't lower myself to such a lowly level...What the heck is this world coming to...I guess I'll just have to face the music this coming Friday for my results...Absolutely dissapointing is what I can say about myself...Actually I shouldn't give a damn about all this crap and start to look forward to the conditional test...It's time to fire all cylinders and fulfil my potential...The pressure of PW is getting to my group and it's evident that I'm about to crack under this pressure, I guess I shouldn't be putting up with the crap from some group members anymore...okay...I am really questioning my commitment to band...I feel rather guilty when I skip some practices, but I don't really have the mood to go.I guess that after so many years I'm close to suffering a burnout...I just want to have a change just this once...so I guess I should just quit and start anew with another CCA should I get retained...Sometimes I feel so stressed that I just ain't keen on living on this life...

I'm Confused|3:01 PM|

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The Confused__________

Name:Eugene
Bdae:30/10/87
School:TPJC

Crazy about________

soccer,running,lemons
clarinet,bowling

Detest_________

betrayals,expectations
stress,hypocrites

Endeavours___

Passing the conditional test(Done)
Entire 04s07 being still there
SYF gold(Done)
Mental Strength
Courage
Perseverence
Exceptional results for A levels
Improve my running stamina
Not being so injury-prone

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